Nowhere near perfect..

Today, we were decorating for spirit week. Everyone was complaining about how hungry they are, and how great it will be when they eat dinner. I wanted to smack all of them, because all I could think was “You don’t know what hunger feels like. You don’t hear your stomache growling as much as I do. You don’t know.”

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From now on

tobethinityandbeyond:

Every new follower = 50 crunches.
Every ask, no matter what = 50 crunches.

I’m getting through this one way or another.

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11

I’ve lost 11 pounds! We were weighed today in gym. I’m at 147(:

For the next week, I will do 50 crunches for every question asked on all 3 of my blogs..

This is how I’m getting in shape for Jr. Prom. 34 days!

Day 9 & 10

Day 9 pretty much sucked. I don’t even wanna talk about it.

Day 10 was much, much better. It’s sunday, and sunday’s are easiest to not eat on. I had a few crackers, an orange, and this whole wheat, thin bagel thing. It was sooo good, and only 80 calories!(:

I’m getting back on track, after I screwed everything up. and that makes me feel so much better!

Jr. Prom is only a few weeks away. I want to fit into my yellow dress, and not have to wear uncomfortable underclothes to make me look skinny.

So you messed up today. You ate that cookie instead of drinking your water. That doesn’t mean you should say ‘Fuck it!’ and eat the cake, chips, and soda too. Just because you ate something you shouldn’t have, doesn’t mean you have to eat everything. There’s still tomorrow, and it’s going to be a lot harder to make up for it once you stuff your face.

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Day 6

I didn’t post yesterday, because I was disgusted with myself. I ate so much.

I guess today I’ll just start fresh(:

Day 5

Today sucked, I feel like all I ate was Wendys. I’m mad at myself for going):

I downloaded a few apps for my ipod. One is called Ab Workout, and I LOVE it! It feels great! Then a yoga app, which I love times 100000000.

I’m gonna do abs and yoga for the second time, and pray it works off those dang calories.

Did my ab workout and yoga, and now I feel better. Working out gives me such a high.

I can’t believe I did that.

I went to Wendy’s today. I have such a hard time telling my friends no.

I really hate myself right now. Like, honestly. Why did I have to do this, after I lost six pounds?

I’m going to work out now.

Dear thighs, be thinner.

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15099) Every time after I eat something, there is a voice inside my head telling me that I’m fat and that I can never be skinny because I keep eating.

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mebutbetter:

venomoxide:

woww.

 TOO AMAZING FOR WORDS

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